Thursday, February 16, 2012

hearts are fixed

“Whenever you go out of doors, draw the chin in, carry the crown of the head high, and fill the lungs to the utmost; drink in the sunshine; greet your friends with a smile, and put soul into every handclasp. Do not fear being misunderstood and do not waste a minute thinking about your enemies. Try to fix firmly in your mind what you would like to do; and then without veering off direction, you will move straight to the goal. Keep your mind on the great and splendid things you would like to do, and then, as the days go gliding by, you will find yourself unconsciously seizing upon the opportunities that are required for the fulfillment of your desire, just as the coral insect takes from the running tide the element it needs. Picture in your mind the able, earnest, useful person you desire to be, and the thought you hold is hourly transforming you into the particular individual… Thought is supreme. Preserve a right mental attitude — the attitude of courage, frankness, and good cheer. To think right is to create. All things come through desire and every sincere prayer is answered. We become like that on which our hearts are fixed.”

-Elbert Hubbard

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

want but not now.

I want all of this



One day, but not now.
So, Prince Charming can hold off,
a little longer.
I'm not quite ready for him yet.
But you know I'll always be waiting for you.
xoxo

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

rainy day solution #326

if you can't go outside and you can't go ice skating, you must use your imagination
and you must go imaginary-ice-skating,
which is rather like ice skating, but with socks and a slippery wood floor.

Monday, February 6, 2012

Happy Monday

Even if Brady lost this one, I will still have a beautiful Monday because I had coffee, because I woke up early enough to make breakfast and do my hair, because my check came, because I had a blissful beautiful weekend, because I have a plan to get all my homework done this week, and mostly because I'm going to Vegas this weekend! Oh yes, it will be a happy lovely Monday.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

someone new

I have thought about it many times.

Perhaps mostly because everyone besides myself seems to wonder when I'm going to find someone new who is actually worth the risk. But I don't let it get to me. I'm not looking for someone new, not right now. It's not that I'm far from ready because I'm still brokenhearted. No, it is not that at all, it's that I'm far from ready because I'm still doingme, I don't want to be in a relationship. I just started to find me.

There is a time for everything, and now is my time to grow. To grow strong and be whole in myself. Learn to live with myself, my scars and my memories. Learn how to always feel safe within and not let that one single frightened voice in my head (the ego) stop me from having an open heart and dare to love unlimited.

What has been, has been. What is now is now. The rest is still unwritten. But I'm not gonna settle, and that's just that.