In my life, I haven’t really been the girl in and out of relationships, I have only been in one real relationship but I have experienced many type of guys. Bad guys, good guys, obsessive guys, nice guys, seen them all. July 2010, a relationship ended because we knew we didn't have a future together.
And for now, I am just single (and single doesn’t mean I’m looking). I’ve been doing me. I've just been learning me, understanding me, getting to know me. And I’m proud to say I have really grown up. I am just single. And it's been the best teacher I could ever have. Sure there were lonely moments, low moments. There were weak moments I wished ever so badly I had a good and loving boyfriend and I would even try to make it work with the wrong guys. But everyday I grew a little stronger. Everyday, I grew more at ease with myself, I complained less and I loved my family and friends a little more.
I know that someday I will love again. But I'm not going to sit around and wait impatiently for that day to come. I'm not going to rush into another relationship that isn't going to last, just because he smiled at me and gave me butterflies or because “everyone else is doing it”. No, I’m not everyone else, I'm going to live life to the fullest, and appreciate the little things in life.
Because I know that one-day, the wait will be worth it.
"Being single doesn't mean you you're weak; it means you're strong enough to wait for what you really deserve."
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