someone new

I have thought about it many times.

Perhaps mostly because everyone besides myself seems to wonder when I'm going to find someone new who is actually worth the risk. But I don't let it get to me. I'm not looking for someone new, not right now. It's not that I'm far from ready because I'm still brokenhearted. No, it is not that at all, it's that I'm far from ready because I'm still doingme, I don't want to be in a relationship. I just started to find me.

There is a time for everything, and now is my time to grow. To grow strong and be whole in myself. Learn to live with myself, my scars and my memories. Learn how to always feel safe within and not let that one single frightened voice in my head (the ego) stop me from having an open heart and dare to love unlimited.

What has been, has been. What is now is now. The rest is still unwritten. But I'm not gonna settle, and that's just that.